cheryl

2008-06-14T20:24:00.004+08:00

Amaths tuition at 8.30, had a uber hard time waking up since i slept at 3 last night chatting with sister's boyf. Went out in th afternoon to buy mommy's birthday cake ;o Slacked at home th rest of th day, uber shag. Revised a little, but i fell asleep lo, wtfzx. I never learnt, and never will learn th lesson of not lying on th sofa to study,I always fall asleep luhh, hahahah. Woke up to revise a little while more, and online i went. Edited some pictures since i had th mood to.
Anyway, happy birthday my dearest mommy♥

Crapzx lahs, im look uber fat in these pictures ):

p.s
nuer! takecare alrights, rest well{:

2008-06-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

Met nuer fer lunch, studied at delifrance after that. Caught up quite abit with her. Was telling how scary darling's mom is, wtfzx meet her like interview sial. Need to prepare fer th questions she's gonna ask me, like what my parents does, where do i school at, my grades and stuff-.- Darling says it makes some people rather uneasy, and almost every of her close friends went through it. She's my darling luhs, not as if im her fiance, what a monster mom. All Caleb's fault, told their mom bout me. Anyway, Chemistry tuition in th evening, best came back from track camp already{: Homed after that.

Thanks gary fer th whole pack of lollipop, im gonna die eating those ` and thanks ahJ fer th hot100.

2008-06-12T21:51:00.003+08:00

Bloody bastard aaron _'_ Suppose to meet me to study today. Was hurrying him on th phone and he was gonna step out of th house already, when i heard him quarrel with his mom. Then TADA! his mom banned him from going out. I dont know whether i should laugh or cry at that moment. Laugh cause he's already 18 but still kena grounded and cry cause he could'nt accompany me to study :'( Wanted to go out on my own, but i decided not to. I studied at home today(:

I miss you fuckloads too mich darling <3

2008-06-11T17:43:00.004+08:00

Did this test that i saw on baobei's blog. Highlighted th things which i thought are pretty true red:D

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Do th quiz at Quiz

2008-06-11T11:36:00.005+08:00

Went to eastcoast yesterday, to celebrate eugene bro's belated birthday. Amanda,zaki,hazim,guan cheng,SNOOPY gan,tingfeng,junwei and dillon were there(: th 2gians bought this num 'Mr Horny' top fer him, hoho. Best, nuer and i went to skate, i could'nt skate as well all of a sudden :( Damn depressing. Well, after that we slacked with Amanda while waiting fer th boys to finish cycling. We saw this group of bengzx and their girlfs. Uber funny, th only word they use to swear is CB -.- Dumb sial. Went to lau pa sat fer dinner. Homed after that:D I promised zaki to post his smexy pictures taken by amanda, haha!

2008-06-09T20:20:00.009+08:00

for best!

You dont have to care what th others think of you guys alright, even if they disapprove or dont show support of it. They are just being mean freaks, rawrs! Your real friends will show you suport all th way! You should'nt even care of what they think, cause it's you and your life. Dont even give a damn about what those grouchy monkeys and jealous pigs will eventually say , just be happy ayes. Cause im th one who did it afterall, hehs :D

2008-06-09T09:37:00.003+08:00

I hello-od at tcrs people yesterday. And i saw youting kor{: Super long never see him le hahaha. Anyway, went to best's house after that. Th whole family went to Hans fer lunch. I was kinda extra, lucky Zackary was like sticking with me, heh heh. Drank bubble tea after lunch. Went back to their house to study. After studying fer awhile gary came to find us, went to vivo. Hello-ed at tcrs people again and slacked around vivo. We saw this pair of young homosexual guys at skypark, very cuteeeeee. They were like touching each other here and there, very cheekily. Gary was kinda freaked out though, but best and i kept looking at those cuties{: We went to b1 to buy food, then this girl and her lesbian girlf were beside us, when all of us walked away, th girl kept pointing at us lahs -.- Then she turned around and gave Gary that look of disgust, we were likeeeeeeeee, wtf? Gary went off to book in.

Best and i walked up mount faber, to th Henderson wave. Best and i talked alot ;o Discovered many things, which i had already expected. Well, i sat at th bridge looking at people, fer a very long time, while best went taking pictures with her daddy's cam. Hoho, we took some pictures when she finally came back ;o Shall post later, hoho. It was already dark when we walk down mount faber, best was fucking freaking me out lahs, cause all around us were trees and trees. Wtf, then i fucking swear i saw this guy behind her in th road mirror, when i turned around, i was fucking screaming my head off, running -.- Cause only best and i were on th road. Best and i ran down th rest of Mount faber lahs. I was in a state of shock fer awhile, but it went away. Went to vivo at 10 plus to meet sister,trained home together. Shall post pictures later{:

2008-06-07T17:16:00.004+08:00

On msn with Greg didi after sword fighting with Caleb, i lost :( Of course i let him one lahs. Greg pierced his lip, wtfzxzx. I was like virtually screaming at him on msn, lecturing him. Im like super tempted to pierce my tongue, but i dont wanna disappoint my mom, who cares about th pain lahs. After my lecture, he started to lecture me on my studies and future. Poly or Jc and stuffs like that. We were exchanging studying tips. Im like super stress lahs, its a few more months to Os, and its eating me alive inside out :( How how how?! Wtf, this holiday is super short. Later when i get home, im gonna start revising again. Greg was like,"you need to plan for your future, my plan is to able to provide fer shirley in th future, sounds silly but thats what i want" But, what do i want in my future?

2008-06-07T15:32:00.002+08:00

Im blogging at darlings' mich house. This kuku head woke me up at 7 in th morning , ask me to accompany her to report th lost of her ic. I was like seriously tired luhs, but fer th sake of sistership, she claims. I very reluctantly peeled myself off th blanket lahzx :( Showered and everything then cabbed down to meet her at HollandV. Apparently she lost her whole wallet, someone pickpocket her, like i believe -.- She must have misplaced it lahs rofls. Th cabbie picked her up, then we went to th nearest police station. Th police officer damn nice lahs, very gentle hoho. By th time we finished everything already 9 plus already, then cabbed down to her house.

Omfg, her little brother Caleb is fucking charming lahs. He's only primary 2, but he plays th drums and speak perfect english, very adorable! We ordered Mac delivery, uber long lahs :( By th time th deliverer came, we were like dying of hunger already. Did i mention that Caleb swears alot? Like a little hooligan, a cute one. He knows swearings like asshole,motherfucker, etc. but he knows when to swear and not. He's only 8 lahs. Mich darling told me he needs it fer survival in th future -.- What a nice older sister ahs. After eating, we went up to Caleb's room to watch him play th drums, uberrrrrrr cute lahs:D He stumped me. Haha. Camped at darling's room after that. She adjusted th airconditioner to 18 degrees .____________. Caleb got kicked out of th room by mich. LOL. Mich was like,"Fuck off gangster". Caleb went,"Selfish bitch!" I promised i will play swords with him later. He stood outside th door,"Promise? cause I kill promise breakers with my sword!" I was like laughing like fuck and promised him again. Chatted alot with darling. Was looking at her neoprints, she look damn kuku in th past. HAHA. Alright, off to swordfight with Caleb :D

2008-06-06T22:09:00.004+08:00

Went to tcc to study with girlfs this afternoon. Like wtf, barely studied lahs. Chemistry tuition teacher was being very high today. First he posed a sexy pose against th whiteboard. When we ask him to stop, he continues but this time with his leg on th table. We were laughing like fuck lahs. He was being super hyper today, haha!

Talking to hotsauce on msn now. He damn funny lahs. He was complaining about his swollen lips, claiming it's love bite.

I was like,"Orh hor! bad kid huh"

He then said,"No lahs, people won't will easily get my hot love bite hor"

After telling him how thick-skinned he was, he continued to complain.
I said," Tmr okays already lahs, dont be such a baby alright?"

We were then discussing bout love bites and he apparently claimed that he does'nt like it cause that's what horny asses do.

I was like uber shocked, "Are you a guy? ;o"

He said,"Nahs,Im a baby!"

Made me laugh sial stupid hotsauce D:

2008-06-05T17:59:00.003+08:00

Watched Made of honour yesterday with aly,yunhe and weili. Went fer class gathering at pizza hut in th evening. Went to cyberdoom after everything. Played audition, super long did'nt play already D: Well, homed after that.

Anyway, i just finished today's revision. Started since 11 am. Its like 7 hours of revison with little breaks in between. Gosh, im like super proud of my resilience today. I was uber tempted to use th computer cause there will be a new episode of dgrayman uploaded in Veoh :DDD Lucky i did'nt give in to my temptation. Alright, off to my allen kun♥ now.

2008-06-03T20:44:00.005+08:00

I had a weird dream. A war. I was a patriotic soldier, a girl one. I felt like Mulan. I was about to die, th enemy fed us dynamite and were prepared to bomb us up one by one. When it was my turn to meet my doom, a ship came. A very gigantic one indeed. My saviours were on it. Th enemy surrendered ;o

THATS TH RESON WHY I WOKE UP LATEEEE.

I woke up uber late :o Was suppose to meet girlfs 12.30 at Dover , but i woke up at 12 D: Made them wait fer very long, sorry girlfs! Went fer th sp openhouse, Yunhe brought us around. Went to bugis to meet weili's friend,Alvin. Trained to meet Ben at outram, went to vivo together. Damn awkward lahs, girlfs and Alvin came after that. Ben went back to Jp to settle taiji. We went to Num to look fer Eugene's bro present, hoho. Weili and i nearly melted. Dinnered at tcrs, Rudi's treat!:D Trained with Alvin after that. I realize he's a super nice person to chat with, chatted quite abit. We talked about rs, then i thought of him throughout th whole journey home ):

Perhaps, im not over it yet.

Perhaps.

2008-06-02T21:44:00.007+08:00

Went to th english seminar at Raffles with aly,wei-na and denise. 3 of us left after part1, wei-na stayed D: Aly and i went to dhoby, ate at Starbucks then went to th Meridian lan to play fer awhile. Bunked after that, i saw Leah darling and Greg didi{: Greg look different, almost could'nt recognize him lahs,i had to check th ign on his screen to reconfirm, hehs. Went fer family friend's dinner after that. My mom was doing this analysis about some of my friends and i agreed with her, totally.

2008-06-02T12:36:00.002+08:00

Friday
Delvin's kor birthday celebration. Camwhored with baobei:D Homed. Shall post th pictures later.
Happy 21st, Delvin kor♥

Saturday
Went to weili's house before th family chalet, talking to her daddy is fun. Many lectures D: Met aly at pasir ris, bused to downtown together. WE WERE SUPPOSE TO SKATE _'_ but we went to watch Narnia instead. Uber nice, heh. It's worth forsaking my skating session. They decided to stay over after th bbq :o Weili's friend came down after that, to entertain us. Watched midnight show, congkak. I screamed during th show, quite horrifying uhs. Slacked outside BK after that, then went back to th chalet at 4 in th morning.

Sunday
Slacked th whole day. My darling Jewel was trying to bite my hand, and her shaky tooth dropped out. Damn hilarious, cause i was th one screaming instead of her. I saw angel at downtown:D Went to meet qijie at their chalet at night. Hello-ed at th towning clique and wished qijie kor. Chatted with Aaron outside til quite late, until they called us back to cut th cake. Hope you like th present, we are th superhuman bro and sis, with bionic powers♥ Happy 18th, kor!

2008-05-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

My dgray man's episode is finally loaded in veoh:D Allen kun is ♥
Had been on msn with Rain after my afternoon Chemistry study.Gossipping and everything,damn hilarious. 24 hours a day is not enough lahs, no time to study arghs. Delvin's kor birthday chalet on friday,family friends chalet and Qijie's birthday chalet on th weekends. Gonna pop by his party fer ahwhile,cause all his school friends will be there,damn awkward lahs.Plus mich darling's not free:/ Where got time with all these celebrations. Rawrs! Anyway thanks ayes Rain, fer being my remedy. Hahahah, nights people!

2008-05-28T08:40:00.003+08:00

At the end of the survey,ask 5 people to do it!
Do not read the questions. name 20 people first :D

1. aly
2. weili
3. mich
4. qijie
5. aaron
6. edmund
7. eddie
8. jieyong
9. desmund
10. jason
11. greg
12. youting kor
13. qiqi xiaomei
14. jireh
15. dev
16. junze
17. joycelyn
18. wei-na
19. lavina
20. xiaolu

-how do you meet number 14?
audition.

-what will you do if you did not meet number 1?
i see he almost everyday.

-what if number 9 and 20 dated each other?
both of them are straight:D

-decribe number 3.
my darling, my sister♥

-do you think number 8 is attractive?
definitely luhs,jieyong thinks he's hawttest in th clique. ROFLS.

-decribe number 7.
hmms,darling sister's boyf.

-do you know any family members of number 12?
not really :/

-what langugue(s) does number 5 speaks?
chinese english and many dialects ._.

-who hang out with number 9 always?
us:D th towning clique♥

-how old is number 16 this year?
15 i guess.

-when is the last time you spoke to number 13?
A few days ago.

-who is number 2 favourite singer or band?
idk D:

-have you ever dated number 4?
nahs, he's my best brother♥

-what is number 10 last name?
idk sial.

-would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?
rofls, no! he's my special didi♥

-which school does number 3 studying in?
some private school.

-where does number 6 stays?
jurong area i think D: not sure

-what is the favourite thing in number 5?
townin,clubbin,act cute and talks rubbish.

-have you ever seen number 2 naked?
noo.

If your name is here, please do this survey.
1. qiqi
2. ruriko
3. nairne
4. janice
5. evelyn

2008-05-26T20:44:00.006+08:00

I just finished th drama 1 litre of tears, th one that xela cried while watching. Jesus, it's seriously touching uhs, and given my ability to cry buckets after buckets, i cried like fuck too. Rawrs, th drama is fantabulous aye and th lead actress ,Erika Sawajiri is really cute too. I changed my blog song to th drama's theme song :D

Based on a true story. This drama is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. Aya's only wish was “to live." By carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Liter of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

p.s
Rain, quickly watch it too alrights?:D

2008-05-26T16:51:00.004+08:00

Went out to meet weili nuer after my church service yesterday, studied at some t3 cafe at Potong pasir. Th lights were uber dim, i need proper lights when i study and henceeee, I did'nt study much, haha. O level Chinese paper was okay. Well,especially paper one, at least im confident of what i have done. Paper 2 was pretty tough, i manage to do it though. Hoho, eating my dublin mudslide now, shall study later :D

2008-05-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

Chemistry extra lessons this morning. Went home straight after that to meet Darren who was stayed over. He's damn irritating lahs, but thats what a little brother is fer, is'nt it? Hoho. We went to meet dev baobei after that, who she was late fer nearly an hour lahs D: Meanwhile Darren and i ~~slacked~~ rotted at plaza sing. Bought my purple fbt after baobei arrived. Went to bunk fer awhile, hello-ed at Rafi and Nightkidz , arcaded after that. I saw this guy wearing this thick-rimmed glasses, totally outdated clothes with a kuku hairstyle playing para. Gosh, he seriously needs a fashion makeover and a new wardrode. Btw, he sucks at para. Went to Cathay after that to get our tickets fer Iron man. Two thumbs up fer it , its uber nice :D Homed after that.

p.s
Alec Ho is a tard.
We had an emoticons war -.-
and that stupid sinseh lost. Wahaha!

2008-05-22T22:15:00.009+08:00

`tagged by weili nuer :D

1) do you wish to do this test?
- Im fine with it{:

2) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
- Both are equally important.

3) who is the person i trust most?
- My Superparents♥

4) do you think you have enough confidence?
- Nahs.

5) do you like jay chou?
- Not really.

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Of course{:

7) what is your goal this year?
- Pass my Os at least?

8) do you believe in eternity love?
- Nahs.

9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
- Uh, no obligation to talk about this matter.

10) what feeling you love most?
- When i see him♥ play:D

11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Be genuine to yourself.

12) list out 5 best friends of yours? (no rank)
- Aly, Weili, Qijie`kor, Michelle`darling and Jireh{online bff:D }

13) are you lame?
- Idk.

14) what do you think is the most important thing in my life?
- Protecting my family and providing them a good life.

15) do you love anime?
- Omfg, yes! D-grayman is so ♥

16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
- Filial and crazy LOL

17) what have you done to please yourself
- Do whatever i wants.

18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
- Not meeting you at all x/3

19) name one person you are madly in love with.
- AHHHH, him!♥

20) How do i look?
- Fuck.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all. :D

1)Dev baobei
2)Jane sister
3)Joycelyn honey
4)Nairne jie
5)Qiyin xiaomei
6)Janice darling
7)Hazel`riko
8)Inez stead

Anyway.
sick sick sick :o I realized that greg`di was sick th same day,visited th doctor th same day & same time and taking th same kinda medicine as me. Freaky sial., such a coincident. Anyway, takecare many ayes greg didi!{:

2008-05-21T17:07:00.002+08:00

Watched Speedracer with aly yesterday. Its' totally animated sial, darn fake. Went home having a fever. Woke up having cough,flu and headache. Felt so weak lahs, did'nt go to school. Darling's message woke me up. Darling and Eddie were in th vicinity , so they offered to accompany me to th doctor. Met them at th private clinic there. So long lahs th queue, lucky darling was there. Eddie tried to cheer me up, but i was too weak to respond :o They went to Eddie's house after sendin me home. Thanks darling and Eddie{:

2008-05-19T19:24:00.002+08:00

Im not suppose to go out with towning clique, but today's Jason's birthday :/ I went anyway.Met Qijie at Cinie fer lunch, ate at th kuku foodcourt to wait fer th rest to come. Damn stupid lahs, i was wearing my grey hoodie that i bought yesterday, and he was wearing his grey everlast hoodie too. I swear it was totally unplanned lahs. Kay whatever. We were eating halfway, when this group of girls sat in front of us, with qijie's back facing them. One of th girl was like, "COUPLE HOODIES LEH!" Both of us looked at her and gave her th -dont need so loud- look. I suddenly exclaimed out loud ,"Eh kor, dont eat so slow leh, mommy and daddy waiting with didi up there" You should see th embarrassment in her face. Qijie was like," what was that for?" Haha, told him those girls keep looking at him, must not spoil their chances right? He kept sayin that he has a sexyback, damn thickskinned uhs. IO shot him back,"its because ahlianzx loves to look at ahbengzxz". And he stopped praising himself, lols.

Qijie was telling asking me whether i would like to be th so called 'jiebai' siblings,in front of some chinese God i think. He was explaining to me th 'simple' process, you pray th Gods with incense sticks, then idk lahs, damn complicated. How dare he tell me it's simple. Told him that im a christian, cannot hold incense sticks, and i will think about it:D

Shortly that, th rest of th clique arrived, birthday boy damn kuku uh, i wished him happy birthday, he gave me th very touched look and replied,"thanks sister" Haha, darling and eddie could'nt come :( Walked around town with many MANY MANYYYYYY stops to smoke, wtf. Everytime they stop, Jieyong and i would be damn pekcek. We are th only people in th clique who are non-smokers, proudly to say though:D Jieyong frowns damn funnily. Aaron was like,"this ah pek, keep sian sian one. Feel like ironing his crumpled face sia" We were like laughin like siao lahs. After that i homed, to meet my family fer dinner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!:D
lovees!

2008-05-18T21:26:00.010+08:00

Went out with aunt this afternoon, lunched at Parkway Thai restaurant and they serve superb food. There's this super cute Thai waiter there, hoho. After that, she got her laugage at Robinsons. Bought this tanktop, hoodie and skirt at Espirit and sis got a pair of pink asics. Thanks aunt:D She's gonna travel round th world tomorrow, have fun ayes! Went home to meet mom and dined out with them. Btw, th birthday massacre rocks{:

hawt hawt Rainbow

hawttest O-en

their lastest vid {takes awhile to load}

2008-05-16T15:18:00.002+08:00

What a depressing day.Sorry girlfs, dillon, eugene bro, steph fer being so $&*^% today. But i cant help it :o

Anyway, happy birthday Denzel cousin:D
lovees!

2008-05-15T19:17:00.003+08:00

Fuck, i could'nt stop crying lahs, i found people my age who have th same illness as i am and taking th same medicine as i am. Their stories made me cry like fuck, cant stop now. I dont want to end up like this. why now? why that illness? Most importantly, why me.

2008-05-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

Depressing exam results :( way too depressing.
I played too hard, did'nt study at all. Lucky its midyear, gonna mug real hard during th holidays. I promise, really. Complained to kuiru, aaron, qijie and girlfs. Wanted to complain to jireh bff, but he sure say serve me right, rawr. Though its true :o Wont be goin out with towning clique until O's end. Qijie thinks its th best way too. Towning clique makes me play harder! Its not that im pushing th blame on them, but its a fact rofls, cause th whole clique seriously dont have a single textbook at home, fuck. Okays, i should'nt be sad anymore, no point crying over spilt milk, Jiayous myself!:D

2008-05-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

Went to raiders early in th morning. Aly settled th thing with xiaobing kor at th stairs. Saw zhong en there. I watched my d gray man while zhong en npc-ed away beside me, audition freak -.-Blasted th music like he's at home. Anyway,take care uh xiaobing kor! you look damn shagged. Watched nim's island at amkhub. Bused to some ulu place, did some kuku things there. I am a *self proclaimed* brave girl. I did something extraordinarily brave :D Hoho. Went to see th doctor again . Im like damn sick lahs, wtf. Idk what to do, neither do th doctor :( give me some kuku medicine, as if it will help. Arghs. Zhong en just called me to chat, damn surprised. Cause everytime he calls me, it would be asking fer help. He said that he just want to catch up on things with me, so wu xim sial. Chatted fer quite long. He's gonna be in Ns in a few months, goodluck bro! :D Im gonna see you with your dumb bald head soon. *evil grin*

2008-05-13T20:21:00.004+08:00

baobei and i on mother's day celeb.
Last paper today{: Went to eastcoast with girlfs to skate. Inline skating fer th second time in my life only, mom dont allow it when i was younger. Its much easier then ice skating, hoho. Ice skating is still loved! I did'nt fall today, whee! I always fall at least once when i iceskate , its either someone pushes me or someone threatens to make me fall, like weekiat! Today was an accomplishment, considering its only my second try and th last time i tried inline skate was like primary 4 -.- and aly falls very dramatically, LOL. I can finally skate now, whoos. After skating, lunched at Eunos. Slacked at th airport, and homed! I had lottas fun with girlfs today{: Pictures of th day.

2008-05-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Amaths paper 2 today, i screwed it up i guess. Whatever. Ate at tiong with aly, popped by at weili's house. Hehs, i banged th door damn loudly :/ Damn hilarious lahs weili's dad's reaction, he must be thinkin it's some crazy salesman knockin on his door. Went to meet Tommi back at tiong, accompanied him fer his lasalle audition. He was memorizing th Shakespeares's Macbeth and some super knotty rugby passage, superhuman bionic memory he've got. Went to meet hazim and zaki after that!:D Damn irritating lahs zaki, kept joking around. Racist, lame, irritating,silly and senseless jokes -.- rofls. Hazim and i bought th same cake fer our moms, belated mother's day gift. Homed after that! Outing with girlfs tomorrow!{:

2008-05-10T21:40:00.004+08:00

Accompanied huting,qingyun and alison girlfs fer job hunting today. First stop, fareast. There was quite a number of shops seeking fer part-timers, each of us had at least one shop that we would like to work in{: I dont know whether i should work, or study fer Os during th holidays. Tell me peopleeeee. Huiting and aly were quite pathetic, cause th age requirements were mostly at least 16 :o only qingyun and i are above 16, rofls. We went to this shop fer enquiries, th two shop assistants are damn cute except fer th fact that their makeup being damnnnnn thick. One of them kept askin whether she's cute or not. Rofls, damn funny. There was this other guy who was like protrayin himself as some cutie jap, quite successful you may say. Caused we seriously thought that he's a jap until he opened his mouth and screamed 'knnb ccb' to his friend. We laughed hell lots lahs. Stupid wannabes -.- Girlfs went to novena to continue th job hunting, i went to meet baobei at dhoby. Went to bunk to meet mickey darling fer awhile, saw leen darling and xiaother dearest. Very long never saw them alr,Misses!{: Went fer family steamboat at Boonkeng, to celebrate mother's day. Homed after that!: and I love my darling cousins. delvin kor, xinni jie, devien baobei, denzel,cherynn sis,darren and jewel are loves{:

2008-05-09T20:23:00.004+08:00

Had my last paper fer th week today, happy siol. Went to ps to meet benjamin to pass him th psp. He's damn cute lahs, kept apologizing fer being late. Walked around and homed. Meet momoren after that. Ate laksa fer lunch and shopped around. Momoren damn nice today, bought me a top and th brazil new urban male flip flops i have always wanted! thanks lah,mwarkehs♥ momoren says that i cant post who is MOMOREN here :/ too modest already.

My smexyea liverpool bag had been causing me alot of weird problems. At th start of th year, derrick tan told th whole class 'I dont know cheryl well yet, except fer th fact that her top is always untucked -.- but i can see that she's a liverpool fan' And he started insulting them can _l_ Another time i was standin outside some shop waiting fer nuer, this African guy kept lookin over.Turned around alot of timesand he would be there smirking. Then he suddenly came over sayin 'which school you from? Im a fan of liverpool too, and they lost :( And i have got th male version of your bag' hahas, damn sudden lahs. Apparently he was Henderson's football coach, coaching some boys' school now :O And recently i went to th supermarket with aly, this guy at some counter kept shouting 'Liverpool! Ben and jerry!' Damn ridiculous and embarrassing lahs, just because i was holding th pint of b&j's. But i love my liverpool bag alot♥

th many pictures i took during these few days of muggin {:

2008-05-08T19:54:00.004+08:00

Mye has been okay so far i guess, i think i screwed up badly fer amaths, amaths tutor is so gonna kill me. Yay, 4 days down, one more to go. Went to tiong after bio paper, saw shaoxi again, rofls. Everytime i see him,he would be eating. That day we took th same bus together. He seemed to know everyone lahs, must stop to say hello everywhere he goes.We lost contact with almost everyone already, i miss 6c `2004{: He's damn funny, keep sayin i siaodingdong in that ridiculed tone cause i said amaths is fun. Anyway, i went shortly after tommi met us. He's was going to have this interview at lasalle, supposing to secure some place in singapore after his 6 months of NS in finland. Goodluck yeah:D

I will try to cherish, try.
`040508♥

2008-05-06T15:08:00.002+08:00

Last sunday nuer came to look fer me at clarkquay, she cried cause of jerko lahs -.- super not worth it. I told you im good at spectaculating, i knew that would happen. You sucks lahs, how can a boyf treat his girlf like that, how can you ever treat nuer like that, jerk. I seriously cant be bothered with you lo, if not fer nuer, i would'nt have ever made that call.
After nuer left, qijie kor called to ask me meet them at bishan. Did'nt wanted to cause too far O: But he paid fer cab fare, haha. Kor best lahs{: Hang around with them fer awhile then went to meet my family. Mom bought me a new pair of converse even though i bought a pair not long ago. Mommy rocks!{: Chemistry tuition later.

2 days down, 3 left.
Hoho, mye's endin!:o

2008-05-04T12:16:00.002+08:00

Met weili at dhoby yesterday. Aly,lover,jes,grace,eugene and chris came along after that. Went in to bunk fer awhile. Saw some familiar faces, doudou came to say hello, rofls. Went to cathay to watch doomsday, rather okay i guess. Although it did'nt contain much more gore as i had expected,rawrs. Grace and gen left, th rest went to town .Wanted to find Dan since we were at at cinnie but aly refused, idiot! Walked around to find restaurants to settle down, but all th restaurants have either unappealing food or snaking long queues. In th end, we settled down at sakae@ wheellock. Uber tiring lahs. After dining, we went to that same place to camwhore again{: Homed after that.

On msn with xiaolu highpartner{: he said he's shy! LOL _l_ he saw that jerko th previous day, so that jerko cant be mia-in de lo. Such an ass, always being so irresponsible, if you hurt her this time, i will kill you lahs. Lets see.

Happy sixteenth weili nuer!{:
Hope you have a smeaxyea one alright, lovees!

2008-05-02T16:38:00.003+08:00

Bloggin at aly's house currently. Goin fer Mr liao's tuition later! We're so excited. Hoho,my cute chemistry tuition teacher. MYE sucks, so much work to catch up on, revisions and stuff. Argh, bth. Weili met this ken guy, i realized its been uber long since i met someone new lahs. Th last one was jovy or joycelyn honey i think, which is like uberrr long ago. Very very lazy, will always find some weird reasons to reject, grandpa hospitalised needa take care of him or babysitting sessions. But i have never taken care of my grandpa nor did th babysitting sessions fell on th day im suppose to meet them. I love to cancel appointments at th very last moment{: I dont mind talkin to them online, but i will be so disgusted meeting them face to face, especially guys.eww. Im too lazy and disgusted to meet new people, unless th online stangers happen to know weili or something, at least meet together not as disgusting, rofls.
And introducing my hawt and cute chemistry tuition teacher!{:

Mr liao yu hsiang!

2008-04-30T22:14:00.004+08:00

came upon this video just now, hoho. bloody ridiculous:O *th mom is in black, her daughter in white.th poor teacher who got hit in her maroon coat.

2008-04-29T22:30:00.005+08:00

Was on msn with afiq. He cloned me TT. Such an ass. He somehow got to clone my display name, private message and picture! Hoho, dumb. He kept spammin me with 'this world is better place for LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE' rawrs!

2008-04-29T21:52:00.005+08:00

Slept at 3 last night, was on th phone with aaron{: he's super funny luhs. Taught me alot of new facts. He was telling me bout how he accompanied his friend to th clinic to buy morning-after pills fer his friend's girlf, awkward lahs 2 guys entering th clinic to buy such pills -.- Aaron is such a nice entertainer. Was telling almost everything about him♥ And he was telling me bout every girl that like him, currently. I came online to see their pictures! All very pretty siol, but th girl he like dont like him! HAHA. cause he was a hongster and she's afraid. I shall highlight th word was again. Aww, jiayous barhs irksome aaron! And he's a mean freak! he rejected a girl using th reason ' cant stead with you, cause of religious reasons ' rofls. Why would a girl even audaciously ask fer stead at th first place, yuck.

Would you stop being such a @%$#%$?
say whatever you want,
i seriously dont give a damn.
you are just indirectly ridiculing me, is'nt it?
whatever.

2008-04-27T21:28:00.005+08:00

Studied with girlfs today, saw some people coincidentally. studied th whole afternoon, dinnered with them after that. Some people ahhs, vandalised th steps by th Singapore , keehong rofls. Arghs,my wrist hurts when i write, mom's gonna take me to doctor :o
saw this at honey's blog,
stupid CollinPig .
asking me t pei him go VJ IP .
VJ no shuaige , go fr wht fuck .
i see le jitao laugh, SOMEONE told me vj alot of cute and hot guys. liar! haha.
talkin to darling on msn, finally talk to me le siol. She told me bout everything that happened. Maybe it was'nt darling's and his fault afterall{: Perhaps we wronged them. Very difficult to settle th whole matter, too many stories, idk which to believe. Aaron said one day meet and settle. i told him after my exams! wooos. i would be super free, i can slowly play games with you guys. Im so excited to know who is lying{:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOBAO!ILY <3

2008-04-26T13:07:00.002+08:00

tuition in th morning, gonna mug after this.wooos.
i'hv got so much to study, rawrs!

爱dearie` sister 260408 {: i love sister lahhs. hehs.

2008-04-25T21:31:00.004+08:00

Had english and mother tongue paper ones today,quite okay i guess. Celebrated zaki's birthday at pizzahut,marina square{: Super fun luhhs. Slacked at raffles place and went fer tuition after that. Chemistry teacher is getting more interesting each week, super cute lahs. Arrived like one hour earlier today, he allowed us to use th room while he teached next door. Hoho, we havocked in th room. We were like doodling on his whole whiteboard.Hehs, he was'nt angry though. hoho, chemistry pwns your asses!{:
it was xiaoan brother's birthday yesterday, forgot about it :/ sorry bro! anyway,

happy belated birthday xiaoan`bro{:
`
happy birthday zaki`buddy!{: hope you had a smexyeaaa day yeahs!

2008-04-24T19:34:00.006+08:00

Went to centralc after school to study with girlfs, trained to ps after that. Went yamaha to look fer zaki's present{: Homed after that. On th way home, was on th phone with qijie kor, he tonned at aaron's house. Then he keep passing th phone to aaron so he can explain to me everything. I know th whole story alr.
-explains everything-, end of conversation.
Aaron: Yeahs, thats about it.
Cheryl: Okays, talk to you later i reach home alr.
Qijie screamin at background: Stop pcc-in lehs!
Gross,qijie kor was obviously kidding-.- cause aaron screamed at him and i could imagine him trying to punch him.hahas,guys are such childish and awful creatures.

Back to th matter,
i havent been talkin to you, no point trying to avoid us actually. That day qijie called to tell me that th rumour is that you have a new boyf, but we didnt expected it to be him. Like wth, he's from th towning clique luh, whats with breaking with qijie kor fer not more then 2 weeks and steading with him,and th worst thing is you hid it from me. Me! Still say darling sisters pbt, arghhs whatever. Aaron and th other guys were like uber shocked lahs, even he's avoiding th guys in th clique. You guys in that together right? So selfish lahs you guys, no more towning clique , qijie and th guys would be uber awkward lahs.
We need to talk sister, talk to me, no point avoiding us anymore.

2008-04-22T21:06:00.004+08:00

Jiacheng th kuku is darn pervertic. his pm is 'its not th length, its not th size, its how many times you make it rise' ewwwwwzxzx wtf. Anyway, prior is a nerd,his new hobby is studyin D: jiayous together yeahs! Th new mode in audi is so #&^*%$#, and i had no fate to play with baobei, kept dcin, too bad :/
went to clarkquay to study with girlfs. we did maths do til dulans, our head's were like buried in th book, doing emaths nonstop. Aly was so irritated that she didnt get th answer that she screamed in mac and stomped off, keehong lahs, everyone turned to look at us. Th moment i could'nt solve, i scribbled aggressively on my emaths work and did my beloved amaths instead{: hoho. Amaths relieves stress. Tmd, but im still super duper stressed. Arghs.

Anyway, i love my baobao alot <3

2008-04-21T19:49:00.007+08:00

Went to watch run papa run after school with aly, its not really as nice as i thought it would be. I watch it cause louis koo is inside!{: such a hawtehh, can you even believe he's 38? I love him lahs, my friends know im gonna name my son 天乐. Such a nice name, hoho.This young mom and her son caught my attention when i was in th bus just now, th mom was carrying her bag and th pram, hardly coping with everything on hand already, her hyper active son kept creating trouble, kept jumping around. Throughout th whole journey, it became a routine fer me to help th kid up when he falls, cause his mom's hands are super occupied. He fell at least 5times lahs. Kids are so cute{: Im gonna get married,have a little rascal and name him 天乐{: woos.

aww, hawtehh!{:

2008-04-20T21:21:00.003+08:00

Went fer church service this morning. After that i went clarkquay to study alone cause girlfs were'nt free. Hoho, first time in my sixteen years of living in this world, i went out and do something alone. Im very dependant, i rely on every single person around me ,so this morning gei kiang went out to study alone. So proud of myself{: okays, i sound stupid now. After studyin fer awhile, qijie kor called to ask me where i was, told him and fifteen minutes later he popped out of nowhere! cause he was at bugis. Keehong, lol. We went to meidiya, that keehong rascal keep acting cute lahhs and he's super fatherly. Those japs kids seating at th televison area played with him back when he disiao them, so cute. After that went home cause he had to meet his friends. Went out with family fer dinner! :o

2008-04-19T22:52:00.007+08:00

my super parents.my dad looks super hot{: mom looks weird cause she was pregnant.

baobei dev and i {: 16 years of sistership{:
i love her lahs. cousins are <3

cousins with ahmeng kor.

was flipping through old pictures, decided to scan and post some{: hoho
many years ago luh those pictures.

anyway,
ruriko dearest{:
dont hurt yourself anymore luhs. no more slits.
dont do silly things already alrights? <3

2008-04-19T11:16:00.004+08:00

tuition last night. omfgzxzxz i love my chem teacher.hahas, so funny can. He was super funny yesterday,joked with us and even shook th table to show how aggressive aly is! haha. And he made us laugh alot,together{: liked nuer mentioned in her blog,its been really long since we laughed so much. When chem lesson ended, i saw him closin down th shutter,i was like 'BYE RAFFLES!' cause he has th raffles look D: and he was like dont call me that,smirkin. hoho, our chemistry tuition teacher rocks{:

2008-04-17T19:30:00.004+08:00

amaths test today{: can do every question except fer this 3 marks question, so proud of myself .

went to pennin after school. Aly wanted to buy skinnies, she changed her mind in th end. Bused to bugis, pierced my ear and homed{:

Went to that bloody place.

Dog's place you call it{:

saw so many familar faces. Fyi, i was traumatised enough okays.

You went in, taking everything easy, when i had to walk with fear

_l_omfg, when i saw that fuckin guy, i jitao turn around can.

You still can be so insensitive and laugh around, wtfzxzx.

Still can joked bout th covergirl thingy , when your not th one who tio it.

Im not tryin to be difficult, but as a friend can you at least be more sensitive to this matter.

Im traumatised D:

2008-04-16T21:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday was our one month! hoho. i love you lahhs baobao{:
one month and still going on strong♥ whees!
happy one month pretty;

was late fer school yesterday again. wanted to wait outside th school busstop til assembly with junior, joei.mr tan and tkb ambushed us _l_ one come out from side gate ,another wait at main gate. Cant run away liaos. Rofls, mrtan asked us whether we know where th school is or not, why never go in -.- Went in fer th late comers inspection sorta thing, mrk confiscated our ear studs. arghs,suay.

woke up super early today so i wont be late. Late fer consecutively 2days already {:
2.4 today, tired ! hoho, have been messagin eugene th mogui th whole day, he's super funny lahhs. After school went to clarkquay fer amaths revision. Homed around 6 plus.

WARNING TO YOU-KNOW-WHO
you idiottttttttt.you better stop running around telling people that im *ahems* kays.
im not lahs !$%!^%$!^ wtfzxzxz dulans , it was a dream.
D-R-E-A-M, unrealistic , not compatible with reality or fact.
im educated and i think my parents did a great job in bringin me up.
remember, im a klutz♥ not a slutz.

2008-04-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

went to heeren with aly after school, planning to pierce derhs. nbs, th shop renovation _l_ so suay. Bused to bugis fer lunch, went to food junction. We ate alot luhhs :x then we did homework there.Was homeworkin with my ipod playin then suddenly aly tapped me -.- this bloody ahpek keep staring at us. Nbs lo, lucky he looked away when i stared back at him, or not i sure scream at him cans. Saw casper and his girlf there{: shopped around and homed after that.

One of my all time favourite song{:
Dance with my father - Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yea yea
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again

`Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

2008-04-12T22:20:00.006+08:00

rhapsody last night{:
hoho. pictures!

before rhapsody at aly's house{:

Some of th 2g guys{:

girlfriends{: stole some pictures from nuer's blog after rhapsody{:

Brought jewel to th library & collected weiwei's badminton racket this afternoon.
Went to airport after that to fetch aunty. Yay! she's back. No more houseworks. dinner-ed at fish & co. homed{:
pictures taken at th airport's washroom D: too bored waiting fer th arriva anyway.

2008-04-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

was late for school today. stupid vice principal wait by th school gate there tolecture th late comers. Lucky mohamad was there too{: he wait til my turn was over. Then we walk back to classroom block together. He's still year1 i think D: cause he retained or something. Huiting and i did amaths til want vomit blood today, kept askin her relax. Gala night tomorrow, i love th way people ask each other 'you going fer gala night? what you wearing?' haha , so hilarious lahs, all ask same question. Hoho, tomorrow must wear formal , but seriously lahs, how formal can one wear? to some concert hall in sp somemore -.- it's not as if we are goin fer some concert at esplanade . Hoho. Im gonna pierce my ear tomorrow, by hook or crook i tell you , not even peterpan can stop me this time{:

2008-04-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

im grounded for two weeks. shall make full use

of it by studyin. hoho. such a good girl siol.

Cheryl is very flying high today : D

She just saw her idol.

She had always been captivated by his fierce-lookin face,

but she's 101% sure that he's fuckin nice.

She found her new infatuation,

and she's fucking thrilled to talk to him again.

Gosh, cheryl is in a ebullient mood{:

hooorayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

to you-know-who,

hellos friend!{: it's not i dont wanna tell you uhhs,

and it's not that i dont care. It's just that

i made a grave mistake, and i dont wish to talk

bout it again.

2008-04-08T19:06:00.005+08:00

hmms, i said i will post, so im gonna post about it{:
i never planned to tell you anyway, you overheard it. I dont want to tell you more cause it's morally wrong,as he's someone very important to you. And it's not i dont wish to say but case closed. Daddy did'nt want to tell me more too either, cause he was someone i was close with once, like a brother, still is i guess. It's not that i detest him or whatever, but what he did really bothers me, with every single evidence is against him, but he would not admit. Even if i had wronged him, he should at least explain luhs. What happened to me that time was really wrong wrong wrong. I was dumb and it's definitely something that should'nt even be known by too many people, but it did{: just because i told one person , and there it goes. Th whole gang knows, even daddy. WOW. Well, at least daddy and didi told me to stop{: i dont wanna know who spread it lahs huh, but all of them told me its him, whatever. Let it be.

And of course you care{: no matter how you deny and tell me'arghs, whatever. I dont care anyway' I know he's important to you. I cant say i know how you feel now,cause i dont.
Maybe i do , i went through something like that, you know it too. I continued no matter how daddy and others told me to stop, cause like you said, that jerk left a great imprint in my heart, and a fucking great impact after he left,but i learnt {:

Like what i wanted from th start, i dont want you to hate him, that would be fucking selfish of me. I want you to know how i feel of him.
Actually, what you overheard is'nt about that old matter,that case is closed, i do not wish to know more. But its more of how i view this whole matter. If i sum everything up, things dont look good{: judging from what he did in th past and everything i have heard of him. I will tell you how i feel of him, not here though.
You ask why in that way, ask him then{:

2008-04-07T20:25:00.003+08:00

had tv lunch just now. damn lahhs,macaroni and cheese sucks. shant buy it anymore. chatted alot with greg didi{: hoho, he very funny, made me laugh with those craps. was chattin with jireh bff on msn just now. rawrs. he said im a klutz slutzxzx. wtffxzxzx. he did'nt meant it of course{: i think ? hahas.audi-ed wth joy` honey just now .so long never play a proper game le uhs.

alrights, off to study now .

2008-04-06T19:33:00.008+08:00

Went out with aunt today{:
Had lunch at lei gargen, chimes. Went shoppin after that. bought lottas food,mostly those microwavable kind, cause my maid is not back. Noone cooks and my mom says she's lazy to cook. She only cook on special occasions. RAWRS.
Saw Dr.Jong and his family, its been so long since i saw him.i felt like a normal person today, i bought whatever i want,ate whatever i felt like and did whatever i fancied. Perhaps th blow yesterday was'nt that bad afterall. Perhaps, perhaps, Perhaps{:

hoho, darling mich ask me to do this thingy.
1) Happiest moment of 2008 so far?
My birthday{:
2) Why did you wake up to this
morning?
My dearest mom wants me to attend church:/
3) Who were you with last night?
Family.
4) Would you kiss the last person you
kissed again?
Idk :/ No i guess.
5) When is the last time you saw your crush?
A few days ago. hoho, such a cutieeeee.
6) Who can you tell anything to?
my girlfs,baobei dev, qijie kor and mich darling.
7) Do you know anyone named Peter?
Yeahs. Peter pan! he's a dork.
8) Who is your last phone call with?
Qijie kor.
9) What is the last thing you typed?
Qijie kor:/
10) How's life?
It sucks to th max, had th worst day of my life yesterday.
11) Last time you cried?
Yesterday.
12) Why?
I made a mistake.
13) Have you ever thrown up?
Duh.
14) Where was the first kiss you had
with the last person you kissed?
Th jetty.
15) Do you love anyone who's namestarts with an L?
Nahhs. It starts with a J{:
16) Are you happy?
Idk.
17) Are you excited about anything?
Yes. Meeting Ashley! childhood playmate. Aunt told me he's back from th states. wooo!
18) What makes you happy in life?
To be with my girlfs and him{:
19) What were you doing at 3am in the
morning?
Sleeping like a logggggg.
20) Do you have any text messages
saved on your phone?
Yeahs. Lots.

2008-04-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

remember when you were little,
and you'd be at the playground playing,
running and laughing with that innocence that can never be recaptured,
and you would meet someone new and ten minutes later,
you'd be playing like you were best friends,
because back then,
you didn't have to pretend to be anyone but
yourself.

saw this at andrea aka pepper's blog{:
told her im gonna post it.
i wow-ed at it after readin ,cause its like so true.
i made lottas goodfriends when i was much younger at th playground,
true friends{:
i was always leading th clique, being th oldest.
we throw waterbombs at each other.
we cycle in th middle of th night, screamin at caspers.
we play block catching, running up and dwon on those flights of stairs was damn fun.
we play th mokeybar like professionals.
we love sitting in front of th computer th whole morning playin runnescape,
play police and theives in th afternoon,and cycle like maddies in th night, dont we?
i miss my friends {:

2008-04-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

learnt my mistake,
i nearly died . i was so fucking scared for that 2 hours.
held hitler during th whole process, it was so darn scary. hitler was my only support then ,
i could'nt even use th phone. it was like being locked up in a cell,
actually, far worst then that. the anxiety, stress and fear is bloody unbearable.
i had a bad day cause of it and i could'nt pierce my ear today, wtfxzxz!
at least i bought my cardi today.

bloody hell.

2008-04-03T21:36:00.005+08:00

i think my attitude getting from bad to worst, i sort of talk back to mrs iong in front of th class today, of course she scolded me -.-
she: why you all of you guys never come yeterday ?
me: -folds arms- call my mom if you dont believe, i was really sick .
then she scolded me liaos.
nbs, not actually my fault okays. and yes, i cried again.
hello people, i cried doesnt mean that i admit to my mistake, but i cant take it when someone talks to me one to one, i confirm cry one, no matter whether its my mistake or not. arghs, whatever.
history test! i think i did okay overall{: i remembered most of my facts.
midyear el oral! i did okay ? i think, cause i could answer most of th conversational questions.
chatted with jaysline after oral while waiting fer th rain to stop : D i love talkin to her, so much things to talk about, hehs.
went to tiong after that. peterpan bought us lottas stuffs. woos, i've got th full collection of g-tech now{: every single colour.
peter bought aly a pregnancy kit -.- wtf.

was about to reach home when qijie kor called me down to meet them,
met him and his cousin chang en at bugis .
kor was nice today, he carried my bag ! lols :D on th account that it was so fucking heavy.
chang en is so guai lahs D: he ask me where buy cardi other than bugis. cause it was flooded lahs , rain rain rain. tmd. i said revoltage , cinnie.
he jitao say okay, trained down to buy. i chose fer him : D
they super funny lahhs, like little kids when they are already 17 and 18 -.-
homed after that to study fer maths test{:

2008-04-02T13:32:00.004+08:00

wanted to pon school this morning for no reason ,
but in th end im sick :o my whole body aches like @$#%$#
at least i have a reason to skip school .
girlfs skipped school as well. huiting,qingyun,aly and weili .
damn , th corner of th classroom would be super empty today, for th fact that all of us are seated together.
arghs, shagged shagged shagged. had been studyin history with my bloody aching body since i woke up . woos D:
have been living without a maid for 2days. 10 more days to my maid's coming back from manila.
domestic workers do need rest too{:
darn, now sister and i have to do th housework on weekends :/

aprils' fool yesterday.
rafi, michdarling,baobao and junze di attempted to trick me D:
i only fell fer baobaos' trick.
rafi used his mom's identity to tell me he's dead -.-
darling called me early in th morning to tell me qj kor's dying in icu -.-
babao told me she's outside my school , at first i chua tio -.-
junze di msged me that he was gonna attempt suicide, jump off th buildin -.-
rawrs! idiots lahs . rofls.

2008-03-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

btw,
happy birthday to my dearest and bestest and most loveable balloon didi !
happy 15th birthday greg {:

2008-03-31T22:30:00.002+08:00

skipped first two periods of class today , met huiting and aly at tiong fer mac : D
went back to school, realized they changed th seating arrangement already.
frankly speakin, i was quite dulans. i dont wanna change classroom, rawrs! but i will get used to it gradually lahs, so still alright.
that sonofabitch checked on me again _l_ lucky i tucked in my shirt th moment he stepped into class. kp lahs, so many people untucked, keep pickin on me . sonofabitch .
aly and i met nuer after sch to watch spiderwick chronicles, woos . its fantabulous uhs , at least in my opinion .
my sister is complaining bout her friend , irritating pest.
apparently my sister is one of th elites in her school, and that girl is being such a pain in th ass, acting as if she have 6 silver spoon stuck up in her ass _l_ oh please, stop irritaing my sister and her friends lahs. get a life.
i know you read my blog.
if your not borned an elite, then stop trying to be one.

[ melissa `xingan 310308 ] i love her : D

2008-03-30T20:50:00.005+08:00

♥
J is loved , jac ♥
i named tigger armani ♥
collage ♥

two days of successful muggin : D

plus some pictures . rofls

oh yeahs , im fucking crazy over J♥ , even aly thinks so too.
i told my maid not to disturb my mugging session just now unless J called .
rofls, i fell asleep on my history tb fer awhile and i dreamt of J♥
i was on th phone with aly while was at th SPH relay. she was like goin gaga over those acjc and hwachong guys as she spotted lottas cuties D: but she said she gotta be devoted to ATS!
i shall be tiongxim to J♥ then.

2008-03-29T11:55:00.002+08:00

my tuition just ended . 3hours of maths torture, or you may call it pleasure{:
amaths is so loveddddd .
gonna study th whole afternoon later, toda is muggin day! hahas
i cant go out cos of muggin day, i couldnt go out with girlfs, meet weiwei kor, bunking and meet mich and qijie :(
i might meet mich and qj if i can complete every single tasks i have set fer myself today .
apparently th work is so much that i doubt i can finish them. so home-ing day it shall be :/

anyways, happy 18th birthday WEIWEI kor{:
weiwei kor is loveeeeeees<3!

2008-03-28T18:07:00.006+08:00

that sonofabitch keep askin me to tuck in my shirt.
told me that he will give me 2 demerit points everytime he catches me with my shirt untucked.
arghs, i was good fer th first part of th day, i tucked in my shirt siol, nicholas gave me th stun look when he saw me leaving classroom.he said he not used to it -.-
darn uhs, i must have been tucking out th whole time, i didnt really notice anyway{:
well well, i tucked out after th second part of th day , whats th point ?
like what people says, a leopard never changes its spots.
we degraded from th heavenly fourth storey classroom to th stuffy and dirty first storey classroom cause mrs iong says we are compassionate and loving classmates, we have to accommodate nuer's state now . RAWRS! We moved to th secondary one classroom i have been using during th first year of my secondary school life -.- ~~omfg, we went there to put our stuffs, th classroom smelled like~~ @$$~~# . stupid juniors, make th classroom so stinky.~~
Cancelled th chem tuition cause nuer's having a fever, take care many many alrights? <3

2008-03-26T19:55:00.006+08:00

i found another person who has a very similar version

of THE GIRL part in my blog.

Where i place my picture, talk about myself and stuffs .
Darn, it's fuckin similar . You totally digust me.

I shall give you face, shall not point you out yet , YUCK.
Have a mind of your own uhs, be individualistic.

Dont rip my things off just like that.
I spent at least fifteen minutes of my precious time typing

those stuffs okay , using my own brain.

Those are my ideas, not ~~others~~ and definitely not ~~yours~~,

useless dork.

Nuer came back to school today{:
had my second official chemSPA in th afternoon .made a fucking mistake at first, lucky i had time to make amendments. But im sure th teacher in charge saw my ridiculous mistake , confirm lose marks le , arghs.
went to clarkquay after school to study after that.
homed after that.
i saw shawn kor at bras basha on th way home D: woos.
shawn kor is loveed<3

2008-03-24T21:35:00.003+08:00

my two pact-ky friends{: ;
im sorry uhs. i broke th pact in 3 days. i dont have th determination ._.
i felt fuckin sick lahs , sick to th fuckin core. i nearly died in school, even my girlfriends thought that something was wrong.
arghs , maybe you guys are used to it, but im not :(
i dont wish/want to honour th pact anymore . and im glad you guys understand , esp V . hahas . i love you guys though ! mwarks!

you ;
what do you treat me/us as ?
idk lahs, search your conscience{:

and you ;
what did you do when i needed help th most th other day?
spell nothing .
it sucks lahs,
you didnt make me hate you, you made me detest myself _l_

si alvin , talkin bout th stupid thing ahhs -.- idiotttttttttt .
i shall kill you with knives tmr D:

2008-03-22T22:53:00.008+08:00

went to visit nuer in th evening .
saw alvin, chris and onery there . jovy and zhixun's family came later .
super funny lahhs them . keep jokin around .
and th most interesting thing i have met so far this year{:
i met and talked to a nepal gurkha at th hospital ! omfg lahhs . he's super nice . we talked bout the government, military ,history and stuffs .
he looked super stunned when he told me he's a gurkha and i fully understood what is that . he told me many singaporean kids do not know .
shame on you people{: omfg , i talked to a gurkha! whees .
his son got this viral infection thing , he stayed all night luhs , nice daddy ayes ?
alvin and zhixun are super daddy-material kinda guys . you should look at how they play with th kids . shall upload those cuties pictures at th end of this post .
went home around nine , chatted at th busstop with jovy . we let our buses miss just to chat .
hahas . she pei me to my house busstop there . then she went home .
alright , shall post th pics .

aww, look at these supercutes !

2008-03-22T14:55:00.003+08:00

mugged th whole morning . gonna have tuition in awhile .
i dreamt of mich darling last night . i miss that girl luhs .
then i just received an email from her , shes' coming back next wednesday(:
gonna meet jovy later after my tuition to visit nuer together .
rawrs ! im tired -_-

2008-03-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

had sports fiesta today, my clique sat outside general office reading our storybooks .
call us geeks(: those teachers were like giving us that -readin on sports fiesta?- kinda look .
i finished ninteen minutes in 2days . i love jodi picoult books ! woos .
peterpan bought us lottas chocos and chips , hehs .
received a message from nuer , shes' been transferred to hospital .
aly and i went to see her after school . mommy came to visit her in th evening .
my mom and her parents were like ,
chattin and exchangin tips on how to control us . terrible parents :/
rawrs ! my darling nuer is hospitalised ,
th report's not out yet , so th cause is not known .
better get well soon ayes girl !
nuer is loved <3

2008-03-19T21:47:00.004+08:00

Not to mention ,
i love my baobao too .
she dedicated this post fer me ! i love her lahhs , so sweet of her .
sorry fer th late post back though .
mwarkkehhhhss baobao ! 150308 x3
five days and still going on :D
i miss you too , alot .
hehs .

2008-03-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

went to aly's house after school .
brought zack and his friend to vivo(:
zack is damn adorable lahs , he holds brandon's hand and protects him like a big brother .
when we were about to go home . brandon backstabbed zack , cause apparently zack punched someone yesterday . We sort of confront him at th busstop .
he threw tantrums lahs , and threw his chained wallet at aly . rawrs .
brats are loves !
hahas . well , then he just turned around and walk home himself .
aly was like, heck care him lahhs . but he's only primary two lah . i ran after him .
and brandon seems happy that zack is angry, kids -.-
we walked home in th end . he ignored us all th way lahhs .
rawrs ! stupid brandon .kids are kids afterall luhs , everything became fine when we reached aly's house .
i taught zackary his chinese homework ! hahas . im a good teacher D:
im tireddddd .

I saw you .
`you give me strength
you give me hope
you give me someone to love ,someone to hold
when I'm in your arms ,
i need you to know
i've never been
i've never been this close .
i miss you , still .

2008-03-19T19:36:00.002+08:00

RAWRS,
someone who's cranky up there commented that i am cheena -__-
darn lahs . no one has actually called me that .
you idddddddddddddddddiooooooooooooooooot .
damn damn damn .

*and alison is cuteee, better than her brother, zack! -pouts- (alison typed this -.- )
but i think zackary's cuter :DDD
<3

2008-03-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

todays' lessons were very slackish .
subway-ed at clarkquay after school, went to alys' house after that .
jogged up mount faber , so tiring lahs . rawrs !
as we jog down , i fell on one knee . Arghs . weakling lahs ._.
chatted by th pool after that .
we decided to set up a blogshop .
weili's doing th blog settings currently . i helped edit a tiny weeny part D: hahas
we talked bout th election . whees , obama is leading :D he better win .
i have high hopes on him ! hehs .
and yes yes . i love baby puree .
you know th kind kids eat when they are real young .
those mashed up apples or bananas in small bottles .
it is to to support your kids' brain and eye developmentD:
its started with jingyi that time when we worked in kiddy palace .
then we started eating those baby food .
wooooos . i miss jingyi!(:

2008-03-16T17:38:00.003+08:00

jireh bff did this , hehs .
i ticked it of course(:
whees ! no more quarrels .
bffs forever♥

baobao did this !
i love my baobao luhhs .
150308 , 10.40(:
baobaos fer life♥

mugged th moment i woke up today .finished most of my homeworks ,
gonna continue tonight though .
was messagin with edwin just now . he became my daddy !:D
smart nuer and stupiddddddd daddy are loves !

2008-03-15T22:30:00.001+08:00

is that all you have to say ? D:

2008-03-15T21:58:00.011+08:00

our turtles with our rings on top[: and th heart pendant thingy in front ♥

aly and i(:

weili!D:

aly!D:

girlfs are ♥

aly behindddd . wooos!

me:D

as usual -.- slacked th whole afternoon .

aly came to my house , did some bio stuffs and went to meet weili .

met th amk people at bugis .

went to meet peterpan!:D at town in th night .

peterpan bought us lottas stuffs . we love peterpan ! dont we girls ?
he bought us our friendship rings at diva that says bestfriends(: just nice got three ! whee .

theres this pair of bestfriends rings . one pair only :x so selfish . lucky got th three one!

peterpan bought us 3 little turtles too . wheee .

th ring and turtle signifies our friendship . hahas .

peter rocks{:

girlfriends rocks more{{:

2008-03-15T14:34:00.003+08:00

after chem and bio online homework i let my sister use th com !:D
im so nice luhs .
while she use i highed with my ipodddd . woooooooos . im still in th highin mood lahs .
hahahs !
i was singing , no no, practically screamin th song when you're looking like that by westlife(:
i was jumpin on th bed as if it was some rock and roll concert . hahahaha .
my sister thought i was on pill D:
my mom thought something got into me ._. my maid and sister kept sayin im mad T_T
hahas . im highin ! th song is so niceeeeeeeeee .
bryan and nicki are th sex{:
westlife was hawt because of them luhhs . too bad bryan macfadden left . awwwwww .
okays , im off to do my next assignment .
so many homeworks .
arghs .

2008-03-15T10:45:00.002+08:00

rawrs . i woke up at nine . Arghs! so early .
watched winx club while eating my breakfast . so cute , one of my fav cartoons{:
i studied til one only last night:( had a terrible headache luhhhhhh .
before that i was on th phone with aly , we were discussing bout history .
oh yes ! we are geeks . hahas .
fancy studyin history with us in th middle of th night ?:D
i was summarising th whole of cold war to her . hehs .
rawrs ! we hung up, but i continued .
gonna study after this .
cos im goin out after my studies .

idk D:

2008-03-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

slacked th whole afternoon at home luhs .
sorry greg didi ! was too lazy to leave home today :x hope ya guys enjoyed th movie (:
my ipod sorta break down . met th girls before tuition at orchard .
went to epic centre at wheellock place . saw that cutie who served me when i bought my ipod!
he recognizes me luhs , i think . hahas .
rawrs . th prob was resolved in less then a minute , silly me . it was such a tiny weeeny prob uhs . went to burgerking fer dinner .
rushed to tuition after that . im suffering from self-defeatism, accordin to teacher T_________T
i give up too easily .
its not like i want to , but th questions bores me so much , that i just give up .
and i think im dumb . i cant seem to answer those mole questions .
i sorta purposely act stupid during tuition , cause i gave up already .
teacher asked me th most simple question . of course i know lahhs .
i gave up , so i keep telling him i dont know how to answer .
but teacher is super determined to make me answer , i keep sayin dont know .
bth luhs him , his perseverance made me answer that fuckin simple question in th end .__.
i love my chem teacher . so nice luhhs .
but my chem really cmi le .
rawrs !

2008-03-14T11:53:00.004+08:00

met b yesterday at void deck .
shared th ipod and chatted alot . i told him everything , i practically threw everything at him .__.
felt so much better(: thanks sweet !
sweet look so much better wearing short sleeved hoodie and light blue jeans .
better then ahbengs tops and SKINNIES, SKINNIES but still skinnies .
we shall go shooping one day , i shall change your whole wardrobe , deal ?:D
i love th way you are , my kor . kors will always remain as kors .
i was wearing this tee which says university british columbia . then he said , you wear that to sleep ? you look like you are goin to uni leis .
i was like you wear what then ? nightie ahs .___.
he freaked me out lahhs . cause he said nothing .
i jitao stood up and sat opposite him .
he still dare give me th 'what th fuck is wrong with wearing nothing to sleep' look .
gosh .you very disgusting lei sweet .__.
went home around twelve, darn tired .
but i took out my history textbook and studied bout th coldwar until 2 .
when i sent him to take cab , when th uncle was bout to go . he told me what th fuck i want .
i said , nothing .

i feel a sense of loss .
its been long since i felt like this .
not even when i lost him .
i dont know how to explain .
all i can say is sorry fer everything .
goodbye my friend(:

2008-03-13T23:08:00.003+08:00

met th girls fer water horse .
pretty nice luhs (:
went to wheellock place to find hongwei . apparently he's blind .____. he cant see us no matter how long we stood outside fish and co =.=
went home after that .
when i was on th bus, b called using his friend's phone . i told him i was at town .
he's at ps now . too baddddd my bus passed ps alr . hahas .
he's meeting me at my th void deck later , as a good friend .
nothing more . i sorta promise nuer not to say yes to b .
hahas . i shall keep it a promise okays xD
mom's gonna nag at me again lahhs . arghs .
keep goin out in th middle of th night .
but apparently i have got more freedom now ,
cos she never disapprove of me goin out at night .
weets !
rock on mom !:D

and darling should be on th plane now .
hahas .
have fun there girl !
sisters pbt (: mwarkeehs .

2008-03-13T15:43:00.002+08:00

fyi ,
i did(:
im fuckin sure i did .
i bet you need fish oil .

rawr rawr rawr .
idk what to wear lahhs .____.
have been goin out almost everyday .
apparently my highin-partner xiaolu says he sees me online everyday .
say that im super duper free , never study .
i did what ! only you dont know :P
xiaolu is one of th most tiongxim boyf i have ever seen .
last long with your girl ayes!
highin-partners fer life♥

2008-03-13T12:46:00.005+08:00

we met xiaobing kor last night , pei him eat his dinner .
theres' this group of guys sitting behind us , who look around twentyfive .
very interesting people you can say . one of them is a fuckin pretty transsexual(: another is this super hawt lookin step blonde guy .
{fyi i have this thing fer blonde guys, fake or real, whatever:}
th rest i never took notice . all of them were wearing black from head to toe lahhs .
th step blonde guy is so cute lahhs -.- he pierced his lip and had some tribal
tattoo on his right arm .
weili says he's not cute :x cause he's too old . dhen i said he's my type now .
mature guys better wad D: isnt' it ?
both of our tables left together -.- xiaobing kor and them stood outside smokin .
we were like sandwiched by smoke . idiots .
went to allson hotel to slack . chatted quite abit ., went home .
arghs . shag .
at least i slept well . wooos(:
meeting th girls later fer water horse th movie .

xiaobing kor ! may you die smokin . hahas

you guys know it yourselves .
i dont have to explain more , isnt' it ?
i dont explain myself twice(:

2008-03-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

i didnt even trifle with you lahhs .___.
dont you dare accuse me .
if i were playin with you, i wouldnt have done all those stuffs .
if i have wanted to just pass time purely , i would have played with something with th least value on earth okays , at least of a lesser significant .
look whose talkin now .
who used who okays .
you guys are just arghs lahhs , huhs?!
one day your like this , another your like that .
you are like @#$#%$%^%

i hate you guys .

2008-03-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

slacked at home th whole afternoon .
went bugis to find weili . went to th tattoo shop and got their no .
called them up and enquired details fer a FRIEND .
me : hello ?
tattoo guys :yayaya?
me : hello??
tattoo guy : yayaya?
me : do ya guys do underage tattoo ?
tattoo guy : nonono .
walau . need repeat every single word 3 times marhs .
asked ah long and ling sing .
ahlong will bring us there .____. he refuses to tell us th place .
ling sing gave us th place she did her tattoo . underage derhs .
whee . im done with my mission , i enquired details fer *******
weili came to my house .we were on th phone with xiaobing kor .
believe it or not . ROFL .
we are gonna meet him now .
so late T______________T

spell love with b(:

2008-03-12T12:44:00.003+08:00

i saw th letter alr girl .
i have got no courage to call you back . im sorry .
im humji , whatever you say .
after readin , i chatted with greg didi (:
yeahs what he said is true after all .
not worth it , and didi is th best ! rofls .
called b after that . i told him bout th letter .
he said burn it . I was like fuck you -.-
dhen he crapped alot . whatever la .
gonna meet nuer later .
findin someone to accompany us to that shop .___.
askin in process .
b is not free today , cos he's gonna play dota with friends .
rawrrrrrrrr !

2008-03-12T08:56:00.002+08:00

couldnt sleep last night , was thinkin bout whats been happening .
so i called b(: and he analized everything fer me .
fuck siol , i get it now .
thanks b fer cheering me up .
he was like : dont get it ahhs .
me : what
he : let me analyse it
me : rofl , waddddddd -.-
he : you have been used by them , had fun and dumped .
me : wow ! like a condom lahhs T___T omfgggggggg .
he : LAUGHS* call youself a condom , but yeahs . somewhere around there lahhs . nvms, i will takecare of it .
me : what what what lahhhs .____.
he asked a sweet and silly question at 11.46 .
me : tmr dhen answer you okays O: i very tired . and i cupped th phone .

tried to go to sleep again , but still couldnt -.- stayed awake to do my amathhhhhs til 4 .
i was so exhausted that i fell asleep right away .
whees .amaths pwns luhs .

i realized you have been lying to me girl .
every single time , about almost everything .
since sec one , idk what to say .
let it be barhs .
its creepy to see you smirk at MY sent messages and stuffs okays .
arghs , i dont even want to see YOUR message in my phone ,
so depressed that i switched it off uhhs .
if i mean that little to you , whats th point of carryin on with th friendship .
i hate liars T____T

2008-03-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

bought my paul frank wallet with aly today(:
went to meet gen , jes and weili .
watched leap years and bunked fer awhile .
saw my kuku th lulu(: such an idiot la . say i never say hello when he didnt either .
was too ps to do so ._.
rawrs . he is THREATENING me now . he was like i know what you did last summer .
idiot . rofls .
went to find sam with aly and weili . sam is depressed O: so saddddddddd .
aly left , ate with weili at marina .
we had a long long chat uhhhs . she was like its been long since we chatted like this .
i was like yeahs T_T
we chatted bout everything .
both of us have each others deeeeeeeepest darkesssssssssst secret .
we were discussing bout alot of people .

to YOU .
damn you boy(:
idk what are you tryin to do .
but nevermind, i will get over it .
i will, cos darling said im a strong girl .

to ********
rawrs! you son of a bitch .
you made me cry like fuck .
your good days will end (: very soon .
weili warned me bout you , in th train with jordan O:
but i was madly in love , i ignored .
lucky nothing bad happened .

to weili and ***
both of you comes from like totally different worlds uhs .
but both of you supports me in different ways .
though im suppose to be th mommy, weili is always have to tell me whats right and
whats wrong luhs . she have th resilience .____. i dont .
although we might have some disputes sometimes, but girlfriends are loveed♥
thanks girl!
and thanks *** fer supporting and trusting me silently!
you are greatly appreciated(:

2008-03-10T19:33:00.003+08:00

pictures(:

2008-03-10T09:07:00.006+08:00

had some sorta family probs . th adults discussed bout it at allson hotel .
jewel and i went to th toilet to camwhored again . rofls uhs .
we took lottas pictures th previous night . shall post next time .
ate lunch with mommy and jewel they all .
went to gramps' place after that .

darling!
im glad th whole thing is over .
you finally trust qijie kor and i . rawrs !
he's a fuckin beng/act cute/act camerashy KOR to me .
and your my precious darling jie to me luhs(:
i treasure th relationship between three of us more than anything(:
i love you girl!
like you said , sisters pbt .
so no fights uhs .

qijiekor!
im so sorry you gotta settle this yourself .
these few days really busy uhhs .
i was laughin like fuck during th conference .
JOSHUA is a humji nbster _l_
he didnt even dare to look at kor in th eyes when kor one to one with him o.o
darling and i are suspecting whether he's a boy or not -.-

joshua!
spell humji luh you .
like my precious darling then dont dare say .
frame qijie kor and i .
sprout nonsense in front of darling .
humji til dont dare look at kor in th eye .
are you even a boy ?
rawrs . i know you are lookin at this .
anything come find me kays .__.
dont ever sprout nonsense again ,
if we ever find out , i will tear that girly sexy lips of yours ,
qijie swore to make you a eunuch .
try us .

2008-03-08T19:53:00.003+08:00

didnt go out in th end .
too shag . perhaps monday then go find him(:
ps yeahs qijieeeee kor !
jewel came fer sleepover .
she's so cute luhs . talk non-stop de .

2008-03-08T13:24:00.004+08:00

ace camp on thurs and friday .
slept over at aly's house on thurs .
oh yeahs , i love 4g(: hahas . we were sorta united on th performance part .
and i loveeeeeee PETERPAN .
he got me this super cute thingy-.-
its' baby mittens fer my future kids(:
rawrs . im so tireddd .
had amaths tuition in th morning .
goin to meet qijie to settle something -.- admiralty leis . so far lahs ,troublesome .
all joshua's fault . he's a nbster .

im so glad it ended this way,
it all happened to be that ,
both you and i are players too(:
fyi, players hates players .
too bad .

2008-03-05T20:52:00.001+08:00

anyway, thanks lavina twinny fer th toshiba thumbdrive(:
twinny is lovees♥

2008-03-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah yeah . im a spoilt brat(:
i made my mom angry again and again these few days .
im sorry mommy :x
idk why i did those things . but im really sorry fer what i did .
but i guess its my pride thats' acting up again . i didnt apologize -.-
arghs .
exchanged my nano , cos it was spoilt before i can use it .
however, my cellphone is spoilt currently , i cant send message out /:
so pardon me if i dont reply .

2008-03-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

hehs . jireh drew this using paint fer me!(:

tigger is lovees♥

arghs , theres' something wrong with my baobeii nano la _l_

im darn depressed la -.-

2008-03-04T18:05:00.003+08:00

school sucks today . boring -.- except fer amaths lesson . at least i did my work(:
went to tiong with aly and weili after school . bought my stationeries .
went to bugis to meet honey:3
bought her bag at bugis street , went to eat after that .
oh yeahs , we took neoprints ._. super long never take le lahs .
i have already forgotten how to pose . hahas .
went home after that cause she gotta study fer her common test .
honey is loves:D

2008-03-03T22:36:00.004+08:00

thanks bff(:

it was'nt fer everyone .

its only fer her .

since its' been blown up .

let it be then .

if that makes you happier(:

im too tired to care anymore .

2008-03-03T19:58:00.001+08:00

play or get played (:

2008-03-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

went out with aunt viv to celebrated my birthday .
she got me th pink nano 8gb(: and birkenstock's clogs . thanks aunt!
thanks aunt kora! fer th red packet .
lunched at crystal jade paragon and dinnered at singapore island club .
i share th same birthday as my real blood daddy if ya guys didnt know .
i loveee him more dhen anything in th world . th above statement is fkin true .
happy birthday daddy! ily , always(:

i cried . and yeahs , im a crybaby .
i couldnt stop cryin when thought of it . it used to hurt alot, it still does .
cried in th car , til i reached home . cried in th room , til my eyes hurt like fuck .
cried in th shower , nonstop . cried when i did my english homework, last min .
my eyes are fkin red . hurts like fuck . i nearly couldnt take off my contacts .
arghs .

im sorry . i really am .
i didnt wanted it to be like this .
ily my friend .